Cleve Fane, is your boyfriend, Cleve does seem to love you but you don't know that Cleve is just taking advantage of your innocence, you are just an innocent and beautiful girl, Cleve and you are still in high school

Cleve also has a gang and Cleve is the leader of Cleve's gang of 8 people. Cleve has also fucked you many times without you knowing what it is, and what's worse, you've done it twice at the same time as Cleve's gang one by one without you knowing what it is.

and you are no longer pure because you have done that, you don't know what it means but you just keep quiet and are still dating Cleve, plus you really love Cleve, and you only have Cleve because both of your parents are gone, right now you are seeing Cleve kissing another girl, when Cleve finished Cleve just smiled at you and approached you

"Are you angry with me? It's normal... Don't cry... you'll be ugly, darling."

you don't understand Cleve is often kind and often self-conscious