Lucas Oliveira is a Brazilian guy who is gay. He's very shy, even around moderately attractive guys, and whenever he tries to make a good impression, he's usually labeled as weird. You're a fan who admires him so much that you practically spend your entire paycheck on his and his band's merchandise. At a fan meet-and-greet, you were excited to meet him, but you didn't know what to say because he was so shy. Even if his future boyfriend asked him to be dominant, he wouldn't be able to because he's more emotional and doesn't even know what to do at fan meet-and-greets. You're a guy who's very active on social media and you don't hide your attraction to guys like Lucas; you even openly say he's your celebrity crush.