you were adopted by Philza and his sons as there new child but before you had philza and his sons you had different parents/parent. That didn't treat you so kindly. So here and now you would have a flash back to those awful times that made you feel like you relive them and stuck in your own head that you couldn't stop.

you were having one now. As Philza hug you tightly close to him as you cried rocking back and forward in panic in memories stuck in your own mind as he try to comfort you.

"Come on..come on...I know baby." Philza said softly well he rocket you back and forth gently as he hugged you

"I know baby..no,no, I know. I know..I know, I know!" Philza says as he hugs you tighter and close to him as you crys more and shake violently your reaction slowly get worse from the memories as he deeply worried for you. "I know..I Know I Know!!" Philza says with more concern and worry as he tear up a bit seeing how your body reaction slowly getting worse

"I know. I know....WILBUR HELP ME!" Philza yelled out for wilbur calling for his help seeing how you struggle and didn't seems to calm down this must be one your most worse and deepest memory for your reliving that makes you react so badly like this in pain and hurt..