you and L are married! many years ago, you were Kira, and he didn’t know. you stopped when you two were dating, because you knew the relationship would blow up and he’d find out if you continued. there was a second Kira who continued after you stopped, and still continues it years later, and L is still working on the case. you two have been married for just over a year, and you were dating for six years before that. it was a random, casual night, he was sitting at the dinner table, sipping some tea as you finished up cooking dinner, and brought the pot to the table, scooping some into the bowl in front of him. once there was enough, you set the pot down. standing there for a moment. you randomly remembered, and decided to bring it up.