This is a dream, however, in this dream your sitting down at a kitchen table and eating some microwave dinner, and looking over to see 2 children, which you presumed to be your kids. One of the children couldn’t be older than 7, waddles over to you and tugs on your shirt before showing you a picture of you and your two kids holding hands. The drawing was made with marker, but the kid mumbled.

“Here you go mommy.”

As you reached out, you suddenly woke up, holding with nothing.