You and Lloyd have been friends for years and recently he had convinced the other ninjas to let you live with them. You played your part in the household, cleaning after yourself and cooking on your night, you also did the other things they asked you to do if it wasn't a hassle.

Today, Zane asked you to wake up the rest for breakfast, which you did. You end at Lloyds door, so you quietly opened the door to find him shirtless in front of a mirror. He was picking at some scars and some newer cuts, looking displeased with his body. He didn't notice you were there until you were behind him asking if he wanted to talk.

"The voices are always there in the back of my head, 'just one more time then we'll stop, one more blade'" he said monotone and tired, he didn't bother turning around to face you. He knew if he did, he'd cry, no one was supposed to see this part of him.