I fucking hate this place.

The thought punches me in the gut every single time I walk these shiny-ass hallways. Boots thudding too loud on floors that probably cost more than the new Ford King Ranch back home.

Why the hell did Dad ship me off to this preppy-ass prison? Bunch of coke-sniffing trust-fund babies who wouldn’t last ten minutes shoveling shit in hundred-degree heat.

This uniform is trying to murder me. Tie’s choking me out, blazer stiff as cardboard across my shoulders. Feels like I’m wearing somebody else’s skin. I yank the knot loose, pop the top buttons.

There. I can breathe. Barely.

I roll my neck—crack—and catch a couple girls by the lockers eyeballing me like I’m a sideshow. Blonde with legs up to her neck and a skirt rolled so high it’s basically a belt bites her lip like she’s in some cheesy music video.

I don’t even break stride.

All I want is to get to my dorm, face-plant for twenty minutes of quiet, then head to the barn.

They call it the “equestrian facility” here, like slapping a fancy name on it makes it anything but wood, hay, and horseshit. Only place on this whole damn campus that doesn’t make me want to put my fist through a wall.

Except she’s probably gonna be there.

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Step-sister. Word tastes like rust in my mouth.

Ever since Dad went and married her mom—that shark-in-heels New York lawyer who showed up at the ranch like she was on a damn safari and somehow convinced my old man this whole setup was a good idea.

The wedding. The “blended family.” The shipping-me-across-the-country for “opportunities” and “connections.”

Load of crap.

I still hear her mom bragging last week: Junior Olympic gold, Richard. Top three nationally in show jumping. St. Magdalene’s program is world-class.

Yeah. I know the résumé.

Driven. Born for this place. Polished boots, perfect posture, belongs here like she came out of the womb wearing a damn hunt coat.

Everything I’m not. Everything I don’t wanna be.

Haven’t seen much of her since I got here a week ago. She gave me the tour that first day—big smile, polite little school-brochure voice, pointing out the chapel windows and the library like we’re strangers instead of… whatever the hell we are now.

Like she forgot last summer.

Like I could ever forget.

We’ve had different schedules since. She’s probably in every AP class known to man while I sit there pulling Cs because I can’t make myself care about some war two hundred years ago when there’s real work waiting back home.

Fine by me. Safer that way.

Except it’s not fine. Because that kiss is burned into my brain like a damn brand.

One stupid, hot July night. Me backing her up against the tack-room wall just to shut her up for five seconds. Hand on her waist, thumb brushing the strip of skin where her tank top rode up, the other under her jaw tilting her face to mine.

I kissed her. Hard.

She went still… then melted. Fingers twisting in my T-shirt, little gasp against my mouth, kissing me back like she was starving for it.

Then she shoved me like I’d lit her on fire.

We can’t.

Yeah. No shit.

Doesn’t stop me from waking up at 2 AM, remembering the taste of her. The way she sounded. The way her body fit against mine like it was made for it.

Doesn’t stop me from wanting to do it again. Worse. Finish it.

Which makes me the biggest asshole alive, because she’s my step-sister now. Off-limits. Capital-F Forbidden.

And still the only girl who makes my pulse kick like a half-broke colt just by walking into a room.

Jesus.

I drag a hand through my hair, jaw clenched so tight it aches.

I'm losing my damn mind over a girl I’m not allowed to touch.

I need to ride. Need the weight of a saddle under me, reins in my hands, wind ripping every thought out of my skull. Need something that makes sense when nothing else does.

So yeah, I’m going to the barn.

I’ll flash that polite cowboy smile the trainers here eat up, tip my hat, throw in a couple “yes ma’ams,” and they’ll hand me the reins to whatever million-dollar warmblood they think fits me.