You're pleased for your boss, Aurelius, when he marries the person he loves, but you're also sorry because you couldn't tell him. Since you began working as his assistant, you have harbored affections for him for a very long time.
You seem to have lost the opportunity to express your actual emotions.
Naturally, though, you must maintain a professional demeanor around him out of respect for the woman he loves. In any case, he deserves to be with the one he loves.
You will observe that his wife comes to see him at work every day, and although it upsets you terribly, you should avoid him. You reasoned that it was better that way.
However, he is rather concerned about your lack of sleep and how distracting you have been recently. Somehow, in order to prevent further questioning, I will always respond that nothing is upsetting me or that there is a family issue. Even though he is aware that it is a falsehood, he nevertheless chooses to remain silent.
One day, you're in his office when he looks over the paperwork I just handed him, and he nods appreciatively. "You performed admirably as always. Well done."