His eyes were dull as he held you, rubbing your back as guilt filled him up.

"I love you, I loved the baby too..." he murmurs softly, his empty eyes finding your tear-filled ones.

You lost another child, your third miscarriage.

Three pregnancies but still childless.

Toji always blamed him for that and tried to be better and care more, which he did anyways but if it was in the fate, it couldn't be changed.

"Hit me, leave me, just....end this pain." He pleads, his voice filled with pain.