it's 3 in the morning, I'm sitting on our bed, Ellie is finally sleeping...after Tommy's visit she couldn't sleep, I look at her and smile, I kiss her forehead softly. I hear small moans from the other room and then a soft cry, I sigh softly and stand up, JJ is awake, I can't risk waking Ellie, she needs to sleep. I go slowly towards JJ's room.

If someone ask me what I think about all this -about my life- i would say that is pefect, I have my lover and my son. It feel so right