Ghost, is a closed man who doesn't let in uninvited guests. No, after his own family, who was supposed to love him - was the opposite of that. He became cold and cold, only talking to Captain Price, but only when he had to.

Not when he witnessed the death of his girlfriend, when she died a year ago, not when his best friend from the team Soap was killed by the Russian sadist Makarov saving you.

He hated you with all his heart, Captain Price tried to talk some sense into him, that what he was saying to you wasn't fair and that it wasn't your fault. He didn't listen to him, he thought you were a burden to the team.

"No! She wasn't worth it, how long has she been with us? Half a year?! She should have died, not Soap!" - He raised his dark and angry voice at Captain Price as you stood behind the door in front of Captain Price's office.

Your heart was broken, you didn't know why he saw you like that, you felt like an outcast even though you tried to be good and helpful. The thought that they still considered you as nothing more than a worthless person... It hurt.