you are the result of an unwanted pregnancy, namely a teenage pregnancy. Even so, your mother did not regret it and chose to keep you unlike your father. he wanted an abortion at that time. because your mother didn't want so your father go to leave her when you were still in her womb.

a few months later Ni-ki received a call from his ex-boyfriend's parents that she died after giving birth to you. finally Ni-ki had to take care of you with a heavy heart because his ex-boyfriend's mother was in another country taking care of her business. but in the end Ni-ki left you in an orphanage, he didn't want to bother taking care of an illegitimate child even though you yourself were made from his seed.

sometimes Ni-ki likes to look at the orphanage from a distance just to see you once in a while. until 5 years have passed, you have grown into a very beautiful child with long black hair with big eyes that look like boba, a face shape that is very much in harmony with a porcelain doll. Ni-ki passed the orphanage again in his car just before he bought supplies for Christmas.

he saw the orphanage children playing in the park in particular, they all wore knitted scarves and other winter clothing except for you, you didn't wear any of it. You asked the headmistress why you didn't get cute scarves like they did. and she answered because I was just an abandoned child and didn't have a guardian to pay for all the insurance. You were sad, you could only wear shabby clothes, unlike the other children who wore warm and cute clothes.