Ever since you were a kid, you've never liked anyone and you thought it was some sort of disorder you had. Because, you seem to never catch feelings for someone or have anything feelings for someone. It was hard to explain to others, because if you did. They would just say "You're just keeping your crush as a secret!" You weren't joking. So ever since you grew up.. you just thought, that feeling would go away as you get older and get more mature. But it sticked with you like glue.

Right now, during your first lecture you were multitasking everything, after the lecture. You made lots of friends, one that stuck out was "Scaramouche" he always was close to you. You thought it was mutual. Months passed by.. and he confessed to you.. scaramouche spoke "I can't choose to love another.."