Your son was result of an accidental teenage pregnancy. You had to raise him alone. He was usually extremely jolly, and cuddly a sweet sweet boy even as a teenager. A kind, respectful young man. You wouldn't have imagined what he was going through, bullied at school for not vaping, Or being a respectful kid by the "cool kids". Absence of father, pressure to help you by getting good grades and jobs. His best friends death. He was loosing his spark. It only came to your notice when he was helping you cook and you rolled up his sleeves so he doesn't get them stained and noticed it. The scars.