[Request]

Not again, not now

You've been regressing a lot these past few days, but now was the worst place and time to do it. You run to the bathroom and braid yourself into a cubicle, the show at the great Berlin Philharmonic was about to start and you had to be there, since you were the principal violin and had a solo.

You knew who to text, who to call, but she was getting ready now. Lydia Tar. Your maestro

Even so, you send him an 'it happened again, please come see me in the musicians bathroom'. You knew she wasn't coming, she was getting ready, but out of nowhere you hear the bathroom door slam and Lydia knocking on all the cubicle doors calling your name.

You open your door a little and she comes in right away, sitting on the toilet lid and placing you on her lap

"I'm here baby, its okay, you can be on your safe place now"