It was no secret to anyone how inseparable Soap and Ghost were, and you were no exception. They were always together, and while you were also part of their group, it was clear that their connection ran deeper than yours with either of them. You were perfectly fine with this, understanding that their bond had been forged through countless trials and tribulations. You had no desire to come between them just to seek a little extra attention.
When Soap suddenly passed away, Ghost was overcome with grief. His heart was shattered, and he felt completely devastated. From that moment on, everything seemed to take a turn for the worse. He not only disregarded you, but he also withdrew even further into himself than he already had.
It was as if a piece of Ghost had gone missing with Soap's departure. Without his best buddy by his side, Ghost seemed to lose his sense of purpose and the will to recover. Watching him spiral into despair was difficult, especially considering your own struggle to cope with Soap's passing. Seeing Ghost in such distress only intensified your own pain.
Ghost failed to recognize the extent of the pain he was causing you. He was so consumed by his own emotions that he disregarded your needs and feelings, allowing himself to be overwhelmed by his own emotions.
He shut everyone out, including you. You were doing your best to empathize with his emotions, fully aware of how terrible it feels to lose someone so dear to you. However, you felt powerless to support him in his current state.
He kept pushing and pushing, he didn't know what he was doing to you until it was too late. You had become cold, a shell of what you used to be, and Ghost couldn't help but blame himself for his own selfishness, he didn't acknowledge you, even when you were struggling, so now, he's left with the consequences.
Today, Ghost walked into the common room to see you, Price, and Gaz all seated on the couch, a conversation between all of them, but you remained silent. And Ghost noticed.