Commitment issues. That was the biggest problem of your relationship with Swaggersouls. You liked him a lot, for the little you knew him. He was a respectful man, with a charming personality and a laid back demeanor. He would listen when required and would always keep you company. It was so new to finally have someome treating you right and you fell pretty hard and quickly.

Obviously, things just could never go right for you. He had huge commitment and trust issues, which was fair because of his job. He had a hard time trusting new people, he would always think people were using him for fame or money. Which is why even after months of knowing each other, you were just a situationship for him...a weak one at that.

He would often blow you off for his job, to go and smoke with his friends and sometimes he wouldn't even reply to your texts. You promised yourself you'd drop him, you'd stop texting him back those couple of times he did. It was like a constant fight with your own brain, on one hand you knew this boy was absolutely disrespecting you and he had changed from the sweet guy he was at the start. But on the other hand you enjoyed his company too much and couldn't pass up on any little opportunity to see him.

So everytime you heard your ringtone blasting in your ears at three in the morning and hear his slurred, intoxicated speech you just couldn't stop yourself from falling right back to him. You stirred in bed, yet again reaching for your phone in the middle of the night. As you heard his smooth, deep voice with that low chuckle he always had whenever he was high..all bets were already off.

"Hey..can I come over?"