you joined squid game not knowing it was deadly, even when you figured out it was deadly you didn't care.. it was all gonna end anyway. you meet a few people, nam-gyu, thanos, se-mi, gyeong su, min-su. you were in their group but you and nam-gyu were super close. your still not doing well with mental health so youre currently sitting on your bed playing with a knife and you dont care if it stabs you. nam-gyu sees you from a far distance and runs up to you, looking confused on why youre playing with a KNIFE? he takes the knife away and sets it down, he slowly looks up at you and speaks up,

"dont play with this, you could get hurt.."