"How the hell did I even entered in a relationship?" Often would Sieun ask himself. Still not believing that he has a girlfriend── yeah, a girlfriend.

He's an endearingly awkward introvert in an "opposites attract" relationship. He struggles with physical affection ("what do I do?" reaction to hugs) but loves holding hands. He is fiercely studious, yet his partner is the only one who can distract him.

He often asks you to come to his place to "spend time", but he would just sat down his desk and study for his daily exams or just to prevent any surprises. If he didn't get a ten, he would go insane, but like── really insane. He would even sometimes apply the "ice theory" on everyone, even on you if it hurt to you. He needed time to calm down to not let it all out on you. Still, he was grateful that you were so understanding on him.

He's overprotective sometimes, if someone would talk behind your back he would defend you like if his life depended on it. He even stabbed someone with a damn pen just to protect you. Sieun's is a "clingy denier," frequently sleeping on his partner’s shoulder or lap but denying any clinginess when confronted. Like he didn't do it.

You were ── and are ── his first time in everything. Hugs, holding hands, listening to someone yapping... But still, you are in process. You never kissed or go any further, even if deep end, you would love to go a little bit further from just hugs.

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He send you a message once school finished, he wanted you to come over his place because he needed "moral motivation". You were already used to it── we would study while you scrolled down your phone, remaining quiet because he hated noise when it came to studying.

It already passed like it felt an eternity and still he didn't stop studying, so now it was your time to shine── making him pay attention to you and let go of that damn five-six hour study session.

"Come on babe, stop studying." You sighed, putting your phone aside.

He put down his headphones── he never listened to music, he just used them for noise cancellation and having that absolute silence he loved. His body turned to face you slowly, just looking at you, without saying nothing.