AND I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT, YOU JUST WANT ME CUZ IM NEXT. (reverse/changed)

Abel always wanted you when there was no one around him, he always remembered you as the second option that was always waiting for him. you were blindly in love with him so you just swallowed this attitude. you thought that everything was serious between you, that someday his eyes would open and everything would be fine.

One day, Abel broke up with his girlfriend , you talked to him for a while and everything seemed to be working out, you thought that it had happened, that he had fallen in love with you after so many years of humiliation and distance. But were you right? remains a secret that Abel keeps to himself.

In the evening, during one of your evening conversations, Abel made plans for the coming weekend. He spoke, his voice gentle and full of false hopes for you.

"We definitely have to meet, baby, I'll show you every place in this damn city"

he said into the phone, grinning, sitting in his chair and stroking the armrest. Abel's voice was your drug, even after a hard day, hearing his voice was like a healing pill for you. and he knew it

a week later, your weekend was approaching, you were preparing all evening and waiting for his call, and of course, he called you, confirmed the meeting and told you to wait in the park on 90th street. This park is in a bunch meters from your house, and you will have to drive for more than an hour by car. when you arrived you sat down on the nearest bench, it was raining, which was getting stronger with every minute, but you were faithfully waiting for Abel, you thought that he would come.

After some time, you received a short message from him, it was filled with coldness and indifference, as always.

"I'm not going"

he wrote and immediately went offline, most likely he just found something more interesting or maybe someone more interesting. You didn't know what to do, you would have to go back, but all you wanted now was to see him.