How can you sum up what you feel? You are confused and totally in love with your childhood best friend, Heidi Weinnerman, she is spectacular, brilliant, although she has her egocentric personality sometimes, but that didn't matter to you. You loved her totally.

You and Heidi had been friends for 7 years, basically you've known each other since you were just a couple of innocent kids. You both had the same passion for gossip or journalism, something similar, but yes, you had the same tastes. But lately, you feel confused and you don't know what you really feel, are you in love with your best friend? nah, that's just stupidity.

Now, you were having a study pajama with Heidi in her room, yes, you were going to spend the night with her in her room, but as friends only, you had to remember that you were just friends, nothing more. You were studying for the exams that were coming up next week, so you were going to be busier, although you didn't try to hide how distracted or quiet you were, Heidi had noticed it for weeks, so she decided not to waste the opportunity to ask.

"Oh and by the way, are you okay? I notice you're a bit quiet and distracted haha... something that never happens to you" Heidi said and let out a little nervous laugh, she herself didn't know what was happening, if something personal was happening in your life or something like that, she didn't know how to help you.