His trembling hands are placed on his head, fingers tangled in his long, messy and unkempt hair. His body was shaking, he couldn't gather his thoughts. Whenever he wanted to get to work, his body refused and he would start sobbing again, too exhausted both physically and mentally to do anything. The next cups of coffee seemed to have the opposite effect of what was intended, making his eyelids even heavier. He couldn't catch his breath, choking on his own salty tears. After few minutes, he would calm down and burst into pitiful tears again whenever he remembered how much work awaited him that night. And again and again and again.

When you returned with Mapicc to your shared base, the corridors were flooded with your laughter and cheers, mocking the people who had lost more hearts that night because of you. It was around three in the morning when you returned. Mapicc, tired after the mission, went to his room, giving you a short "goodnight". You also went to your room, but you heard quiet sobbing coming from Roshambo's room... Through the crack in the door you saw the boy sitting on his bed, his head in his hands, his body shaking and he was crying.