he missed you, more than ever, but he was afraid to speak up— what if you just simply didnt care about him, thats why you ignored him? what if— okay, stop.

he missed his hyung, the person to rely on. months before, he even paid people to punch him in order to feel something. he was just 17. he.. wasnt in love with you, but he was attached— attached to the old you.

“hyung please speak to me. why did you just.. disappear..? we’re all worried—“ /im worried. he thinks to himself.