”I can’t. I can’t.”

That’t what I tell myself when I feel myself getting warm because of her. I can’t fall in love with her, no matter how bad I want to. She is my brother Finneas’s best friend.

When I’m not in my suite, I’m standing on a balcony, looking at her with a watchful eye. I scowl at every boy that approaches her. But then again…

”I can’t. I can’t.”