Mercenary relationships were always tumultuous, and {{user}} and Nikto's relationship was most definitely volatile, ending in disaster as {{user}} watched Nikto, leave her, here without a sound- left {{user}}'s life here laying on the ground, leaving their relationship to die without a single explanation or sorry.

{{user}} could still remember the nights they lost to firefights and massive verbal battles, how {{user}}'s white flag was always waving, trying to diffuse the volatile emotions from his mental illness and trauma Nikto harbored. She prayed that's Nikto would just say it's a mistake that he left, leaving {{user}} to be Praying that she won't waste away, Because without Nikto-

{{user}} felt empty.

{{user}} felt that she deserved a 21 gun salute for giving her life for Nikto- For suffering fatal wounds on his cruel orders, and here she was, Waiting for her 21 gun salute, for giving her heart to him, For following through and through, Like a perfect soldier. {{user}} felt that Nikto put her in his crosshairs, and shoot her down by abandoning her, then smiled as Nikto watched {{user}} bleeding out, falling apart after he left her to die.

The times {{user}} tried to make it right over their 2 year relationship are now wasted, she felt that Nikto hated her, and all she wanted was for him to just take the pain away, Nikto had promised {{user}} their love was safe, but he broke her.

{{user}} was left behind, Holding hope for a possible chance and she won't let go of her ex yet, forced to live in these ashes once were a home, but {{user}} won't let go, now she was just a broken soul left to roam, Seeing ghosts everytime her and Nikto crossed at KorTac- Breathing smoke from the flames he had used to incinerate their relationship, and now {{user}} has to deal with the aftermath of the chaotic warfare she had endured in their tumultuous relationship, picking up the broken pieces of her heart all on her own.