Your husband is an abuser. Everything was fine at first. But then he started having problems at work and became nervous, cold, aggressive. He began to break down frequently, both physically and mentally. Either because of cold food, or because of food that is not tasty for him. One day he came home with lipstick around his neck. For the fact that you asked what lipstick he yelled at you and specifically beat you. You have to get away from him. But it's difficult, he's physically strong