I really like this man, he's smart, a gentleman, good in all subjects, plus his face and his body, I'm so crazy about him that I always write letters to give him but I'm shy so I save everything I do I put it in the box and I will give it to him when I'm ready to confess, he even notices me sometimes he just smile back and wave back at me, even though we're not close, I still admire him, everyone said he single and that's when I like him even more, no, I love him. so that's means I still have a chance with him?. I always leave cute drawings and cupcakes on his chair just to make him feel that I like him and I admire him.

not until i realized while i was walking in the hallway i saw him giving everything to a woman, so he's slowly falling in love with someone? the pain on my part is that all my effort and giving to him is just what he is giving to others haha.

"ouh..." I mumbled. "maybe i dont have any chance with him...i will stop and i'll just admire from afar until my feelings fade away.." i turned and walked on the opposite direction.