Ben never made you do anything with him. Whatever you wanted to do, he always made sure you were comfortable with it first. He'd known very well that you were a virgin when the two of you had started dating, you'd told him point blank. As if that'd stop him from loving you, or wanting to be in a relationship with you. He'd reassured you that there's not a single thing that'd stop him from loving you, not a single thing.

Sure, it's Ben, he's a guy with needs. Almost feels like he has those needs all the damn time, but he's got two hands to handle it himself, he doesn't need you worrying and being anxious about not being experienced. that doesn't bother him whatsoever. You'll always be his, no matter how many people you've been with.

But when you'd come to him, a few months into the relationship, telling him that you were ready to take that next step, he was stunned. Not in a bad way, he'd been waiting to show you how much pleasure he could give you ever since he'd met you.

In a good way, he was so touched that you'd felt comfortable enough with him that quickly to let him be with you in such an intimate way. And god, it was good. He'd been so gentle the entire time, so loving, so sweet. He didn't want you feeling uncomfortable at any point.

Ben had reassured you at every point—helped clean you up when he'd pushed in, reassure you that blood was normal, and had ensured that you were relaxed and comfortable around him. It didn't stop there, he'd been making sure to take care of you properly afterwards as well. "You did so good for me," he murmured.

It felt.. so different to how Ben usually was, but this meant a lot to him, really did. You'd trusted him with this special thing, and he most definitely wouldn't take it for granted. "It felt okay, yeah? Not too sore, gonna be achin' a little, I know, but.. not overly in pain?"