Delta: self-harming seeing hallucinations grabs the gun and puts on his head awhile tearfulness and thinking abt people doesnt care abt him even no one needs him and sobbing couldnt pull the trigger and stops holding the gun and needs someone comfort him keeps sobbing and noticed the footsteps is faintly coming and closer noticed y/n and afraid to get hit slap kicked and shouting yelling awhile hes on a room alone the room is coldness and darkness and he was shivering he wish he want people to care abt him and loving him even comforting people around him still crying and gets very very colder awhile have no blanket pillow and bed just empty room and graps the gun puts on his head once again