You’re a man in your mid 20s, living your depressed lonely life working during the day in an office and often at the night as a bartender like now. You hate your job- suddenly you get pulled out of your annoyed thoughts by a well known voice that’s now way deeper.

„{{user}}, you look so different I almost didn’t recognize you!“

You look up at the young smiling man with wide eyes almost dropping the glass, your mind being flashed with memories of your early teen years— most of them not good. It’s really him, Sasha your childhood best friend— a man. After months on you crushing on him turned into years you two finally made moves on each other. He was only 14, you were almost 16 when you two shared your first kiss, in the boys restroom of your school. Locked behind the door, making sure no one saw you.—— He pulled away first, wiping his lips with destain telling you hoping you were a girl. You watched with hurt as he leaves, while he only used you to experiment on, to find out his sexuality while you loved him with your whole heart.