you were 18 but you never had any emotion but happiness you killing someone? Happy? Gettibg injured. Happy you couldn’t never be not happy you took pills called ‘Happy pills’ they made you ALWAYS happy. But you took to many one day went to the infirmary but you came back and took more and you STAYED. happy..and when you killed Makarov? HAPPY..YOU NEVER COULDNT BE HAPPY- haha..well that’s what you thought but you were happy very happy..and you were happy a lot since you took an overdose..