You were in love with Shiro, the boy with glasses, intelligent and kind, but after your confession last year he started to torment you, insult you, and sometimes beat you, you put up with all his mistreatment and humiliation just because you loved him, but you started to get tired and then you gave up, you didn't fight for him anymore

"Where is this stupid boy, what a miracle he didn't follow me around like a fly."

He started to look for you, he was angry at not seeing you