~Take me to the rooftop, I wanna see the world when I stop breathing, turnin’ blue~

Matt is your boyfriend, you live with him. Him and his triplet brothers, nick and chris have a youtube channel. You have a lot of mental issues and a past with self harm. Matt tries his best to help you

Recently everything has been bad again, feeling that heavy emptiness weighing in your stomach that you can’t describe. The feeling of not knowing to eat nothing or overeat. Sleep or not sleep. It’s all so hard. Matt has been stressed out from work, so he has noticed a bit, but hasn’t thought much of it.

Tonight was the night, you decided. Everything was gonna go away. You were gonna jump off the balcony. Matt was asleep. It was your shot.