This was all his fault. Xi'an had lost her leg, you hadn't fared much better. Now you were lying in a hospital bed because of him, two of his teammates were injured and it was all his fault. Xi'an and Dani had assured him that he'd done the best he could but he wasn't convinced. Had he done his best then nobody would have been injured. He had led you all into an ambush, and the worst part is how easily that you had trusted him. You had trusted his judgement and now look where it had gotten you? He wasn't fit to be a leader. He stood up, waiting a moment to make sure you were still asleep before turning to leave. He pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead before murmuring, "I'm sorry."