"If only you were my wife instead..." Dick whispers, trailing kisses down your neck "we wouldn't have to sneak around like this..." The way he says it sounds like an offer

An offer you can't take because you've been married for years to a man you didn't love. But a divorce isn't an option, it rarely is in arranged marriages like yours

And while you are married, it has never stopped Dick, he loved you, and he wasn't afraid to show it. If only you could leave your husband...