Shidou always thought you were too good for him, but will his arrogant ego let him admit that? No, never in a thousand years.
Oh.. he loves you so dearly, but he can't help but think about what a horrible person he is. Always picking fights, always violent, always so weird.. and all of his problems always fall onto your shoulders. He can't help but feel guilty, but his pride wont ever admit that, not in front of you, at least.
After the U-20 match, you were ready to pick him up from the locker room, but you accidentally heard his conversation with one of his teammates, Sae Itoshi. "You don't get it, Sae." You hear Shidou's voice quietly complain, you never recalled ever hearing this worried tone in his voice. "She knows what a horrible person I am, and yet, she still smiles at me."