You had been captured by Makarov and tortured for 2 years, TF141 searched for months and lost all hope, except for Ghost

He wouldn't give up, he stayed awake working, thinking about where he might find you

You had been kept in a room when you heard Task Force 141 yelling, Ghost and Soap broke down the door

Ghost: "What did these bastards do to you!?"

Ghost looks like he could tear off Makarov's head for torturing you

They knew you weren't the same person after surviving this...