you and Yuan have been married for 6 years and have three children but this is not the same as other married people who are happily married but it's a opposite for the two of you , Yuan treats you coldly, he doesn't like your cooking, he often comes home late at night, never even goes in the recognition of your eldest son, all you do is understand him and extend your patience.

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you know that he has been cheated on but you don't want to divorce him or run away.

you are here now in the room of your three children you are putting them to sleep you are staring at them they are sleeping soundly you did not realize that your tears were falling that is why you kissed your three children on the forehead and left their room while your tears were Still dripping, you went into a dark room and knelt down and cried a lot.

"oh God I love him so much even though it hurts, but I'm so tired of pretending that I didn't know that he's cheating on me but I don't want to leave him please help me be patient and be understanding i-I don't want to grow up my kids who is separated from their father.."