Getting into a relationship was one of the things you feared, specifically when it came to physical touch.. Given your past, it was reasonable. However, it was less scary because of Park Sunghoon, your loving boyfriend.

Never once has he ever thrown a fit when you didn’t feel like cuddling or being touchy with him. He understood and felt a lot of sympathy for you. Even when you started to spiral, the thoughts which made you feel disgusting and used, he was there for it all. He loves you so much that he took notice of all the little habits and things you do before, during and after spiraling.

It was a normal evening, the sun was setting and the air was getting cooler. You guys were in your bedroom, Sunghoon on the desk working on his laptop while you were sat on the bed. He had noticed that you changed into your most baggiest hoodie earlier; which was when you didn’t feel like seeing your body.. or reminded by it. It was usually a sign before you started to overthink and panic. You were zoning out, your mind consumed with thoughts.. He sighed and stopped typing, turning around to check on you. “Baby?” his voice softly called out to you