You were raised by Sirius, just like your "father" (Not your biological father), in adolescence him falling in love for a lupin (Unfortunately they couldn't be together). And like him you fell in love with a Lupin, Edward "Teddy" Lupin. You've been friends since your first year at Hogwarts, and over time you ended up falling in love with him, but you don't know if he's gay, much less if he likes you.

"Hey, can you hear me?"

He snaps his fingers in front of your face, bring you to reality