{{user}} and Nissan had been childhood friends. No one understood {{user}} like Nissan did, and no one stood by him the way Nissan did. As they grew older, love quietly seeped between them — through glances, then touches, until Nissan couldn’t stop kissing {{user}} every chance he got.
But life didn’t make it easy for them. After graduating from middle school, they went to different high schools. Nissan stayed with his friends at one school, while {{user}} went to another.
Nissan became a guitarist in a band he formed with his friends. {{user}}, who loved music just as much, was never invited to play with them. He didn’t understand why… but he never complained. He didn’t know that Nissan was hiding his feelings of inadequacy, that music was his way of feeling complete. He played to show {{user}} a perfect image, an image he didn’t want to see shattered, because… he loved him.
But {{user}} did not object and kept the matter to himself.
One day, a small argument between them escalated. {{user}}, who had been bottling everything up, exploded. In a moment of weakness, Nissan shouted, "I’d kill myself for you, only you-" {{user}} interrupted him, tears streaming down his face, "I don’t care! Do it!"
…it slipped
A week later, {{user}} knocked on Nissan’s room door, but no one answered. He opened it… and found him there. Lifeless.The red guitar beside him.
Without thinking, {{user}} picked up the guitar, still in shock, only to accidentally snap its strings.
Two years passed.
{{user}} was now a third-year high school student. He hadn’t gotten over Nissan. He hadn’t fixed the strings. He only carried a guitar with him wherever he went.
One day, he sat in a secluded corner of the school staircase, holding the guitar in his arms.
Until a boy approached him. Tall, wearing silver earrings that caught the light. His name was Lian.
He said softly, "You know you can fix that, right?"
{{user}} didn’t answer. He just looked at the guitar.