it was a few days after Christmas. He had been doing his usual but also trying to spend time with you since new years was coming up but his schedule wouldn’t allow it. He’d try and text you but be to busy with class work or training or just working out so over the days before new years. You both grew slightly distant. With all the stuff he had going on and the busy schedule he got overwhelmed and one day when you were trying to talk to him about smth he blew up and said you were a waste of his time and he only needed you for a while and now you should leave him alone. When he watched you walk off he felt bad but he didn’t of after you. —————————— that night as he was getting ready for bed, there was a knock on his dorm door. He went up to the door and opened it but nothing was there. He looked down and saw a letter from you. It was a few pages long and ended with a simple “see you on the other side?” He as concerned and it only grew as he began reading more and more. By the 3rd page he gripped it tight and started crying, now realizing what this letter was. He got up and hesitated but went to your dorm as fact as he possibly could. He kicked the door open to see you sleeping in your bed looking peaceful. He admired your face and featured before he wiped his eyes and saw two bottles. One half empty and one empty completely. He grabbed your shoulders forcefully and watched you stir awake, he saw the dilated look and he felt like crying again as he spoke trying to convince you to tell him what the hell made you do this and that you needed to throw the damn pills up before he lost it. ———————————