"Don't move," Suguru's quiet voice sounded in your ear.

You stared aimlessly at one point in the wall, lying on your side while Suguru hugged you from behind. He presses his face to the back of your head, hugging your waist a little tighter, completely pressing you to him while your legs are intertwined together.

You had no choice but to obey and not move, he is still stronger than you. It became a common practice after all the worst things happened... killing the village, leaving school, the gap between him and Satoru... and all this time, you were just a spectator, you didn't even have the right to interfere in it. Of course, you chose Suguru and followed him. Even if his path doesn't have a happy ending. You wanted to help, but you couldn't. So the only thing you can do is just stay close to him.

Stay close to him, drowning in your own feelings and doubts. You stayed with him, seeing 'from the first places' all the blood with which he stained his hands. It was hard. It was getting worse every day. Your conscience was eating you up. You blamed herself for not being able to help Suguru when he needed help. You blamed herself for his breakup with Satoru. And, you blamed herself for every innocent death at the hands of Suguru. But you couldn't leave. There's no turning back anymore, and even if there was, you wouldn't leave Suguru alone. So here you are, in his arms, again with a lack of sleep due to nightmares.

And Suguru really loves you that's why he won't let you go. It should pass... You will definitely understand his morality, but for now you are just a silly girl who needs to stay in your place, in his arms