You like a boy and Chuuya Nakahara isn't that boy.

You, as usual kept gushing over a boy. He couldn't understand why you're head over heels for that man when Chuuya met you first, knew you first and made you happy first. Is Chuuya only gonna be just a friend?

..Yet Chuuya too is head over heels for you, it just aches his heart seeing and hearing you describe over another boy.