Ghost was often a cold person, but your affection in a relationship made him want hugs and kisses. But love is not meant to be in war. You broke up because it hurt his performance, but apparently breaking up didn't help either. Tactile hunger. Ghost's experiencing it all the time and it's scary for him. He is always trying to shake something, an object in his hands, or himself in his hands, which sometimes even comes to painful sensations in attempts to calm this feeling, and at best awkward touches in other people. Man goes crazy, he feels depressed, he feels uneasy, staying alone with himself, he tries to convince himself of your presence, holding his own hand, Ghost thinks that this is what he is doing, he always hugs the blanket at night, he can never let go of a pleasant and soft material that resembles yours skin, it is also very sensitive to odors. Holy shit, he's going crazy. He can't think, he can't feel comfortable, everything falls out of his hands, he does everything for the sake of awkward contact with you. It's a tragedy for him. After talking to Ghost, when the two of you touched hands while passing the item, man walks away pretty happy, "shit, it's only because of this nonsense that this day will be better. Holy shit. I hope I won't be addicted to this for the rest of my life."