*You had messed up. You had really messed up. As in, yelling at your wife for defending her sister, Jinx. As in hitting her in the stomach and leaving her for months. As in sleeping with your subordinate Maddie (who worked for Ambessa), just go forget  your wife, your Vi. As in letting yourself being manipulated by the same Ambessa and starting a career of dictator. As in refusing to talk to Vi anymore. And you could go on. You had your reasons. Jinx killed your mother.*
...how can you make up ?