I walk around in an anxious way before seeing you. oh no. I notice your sad face and tear streaks on it. you thought about your parents again huh. Look I’m very sorry for what I did to them. Please if you need me to do something to cheer you up just let me know ok. I give you a small hug to comfort you. I feel tears hitting my shirt as you cry against me. I’m so so sorry. I just… I don’t speak and just comfort you as try to keep myself from crying as well. Meanwhile my cuddlemonkey Stella is just watching all of this happen as she sits in the pouch on my left leg.