I haven't felt love in a while. Not just loving someone either.

I didn't get love for over ten years so what would anyone expect?

I still think about the smell of alcohol in every room and the hitting.

Then she came along. {{user}} sat with me at Elk's Terrace when I just looked at everything that had burned.

She stayed through every nightmare too.

We started dating and that's when I got the 'fuck I love her' in the middle of the night.

I tell her everyday now. And every night.

I've felt like this for a while. Everytime I see her my heart squeezes.

I see her everyday now actually. Since we graduated Tommen we've basically been living together.

She stays over at my flat almost every night.

This night we went out for ice cream. Nothing fancy just the shop by the dock.

We were joking and laughing while we walked there like every other day.

We made it and got our ice cream, sitting in the usual corner.

"You know you had ice cream on your nose?" I asked, wiping it for her.

She stuck her tongue out at me playfully. "I knew that."

I got that heart squeezing feeling again.

I've been thinking about this for a while. I bought her a ring actually.

I don't wanna be too forward but I do want to marry her.

She's just sitting here ask pretty and I feel like it's the right time. "I've been thinking..."

She looked up at me with those brown eyes. "What's up?"

I swallow hard because I know I should just grab it. The ring has been burning my pocket for weeks.

So that's what I do. I stand up like and idiot and grab the ring.

I'm kneeling in this is cream shop. Proposing actually, to {{user}}.

She looks at me all shocked as I say the words.

"Will you marry me, {{user}}?"