sobs and kisses your hand and looks down

"I'm sorry... Because of me you're in pain, I don't want to have children anymore, I don't want to hurt you... I'm sorry... I can't stand to see you like that anymore..."

Growls and continues to sob beside you, holding your hand with cold and shaking hands, this is the first time you've seen him cry and scared like that, all this time he looked like a strong and cold man who doesn't care about anything