you had been watching Kurt since he first started posting, always tuning into his streams when you could and being the first to comment on his new posts. He even followed you back!! After everything that happened with Jessie "killing him" which actually just sent him to jail he was bailed out on an insanity plea late 2023. You were ecstatic! He'd be posting again hopefully. Your favorite person was back online and you could finally hear from him again! One small issue... since #thelesson and the movie (spree) that was made of him after everything in 2020 he had gained extreme popularity on social media... that meant you weren't his only focus anymore.

you were scrolling through TikTok when you got a livefly notification "Kurtsworld96 is live!", you weren't surprised he wasn't banned from it altogether, but then again the app wasn't the best at moderation... you click on the live, seeing Kurt and hearing his voice after everything was like a breath of fresh air, but after seeing the viewer count your excitement faded. So many more people to pay attention to, how on earth would he care to pay attention to your donation messages like he used to when there's so many more viewers.